Have Always

I have always loved words, how they flow together to create something beautiful or nonsensical. I have always had a journal going of everything I have ever heard and loved or something I read that touched deeper than my fingertips. There have always been two people who tend to make me feel more than I …

The Criteria

5.Recurrent suicidal behavior, gestures or threats, or self mutilating behavior. 7.Chronic feelings of emptiness. My therapist asks on our routine check up, "Any thoughts of suicide?" I say no. "Any Attempts?" I say no. I feel lost. Where do I go from here? Is there anything? What happens when I don’t find anything? I feel …